Merry-very-late Christmas and Happy New Year. The Chinese New Year (or Lunar New Year) isn't on the first day of every year. We follow the lunar calendar for that. I don't really keep track of it though. And so for the Chinese who uses both calendars, we usually end up with two birthdays.
And I usually celebrate my Chinese New Years at home. There are people who choose to travel at that time now but not for me. It's still kinda unacceptable for me, travelling on a festive session when you're actually meant to go back home and be together with the rest of your family, unless if you have a very solid reason that you can't make it.
Here's to a great 2016 though!
Kinda got used to the cold now. I can now breathe the cold air for around 10 minutes without feeling much pain and having runny noses. I don't really need gloves already too unless if I'm walking for some distance or waiting for the bus.
It was kinda hard going to the washroom. But I am only wearing jeans and a Heat Tech pants (and undies, of course), so it's still okay.
And my place is pretty quiet. My roommates are really busy and are almost never at home. One of them who's PhD-ing didn't even come home last night. I've barely seen em too except for the other two girls who are living in the basement. I haven't been able to make any friends too. I tried to, like trying to get them to talk about things that they're doing or are passionate about, and even tried to start a small talk with them (which I don't usually do, cause I will almost never have that kind of initiative), but they don't even try to keep up with the end of the conversation, just stuff in the real direct answers and let the conversation die. But well, there's also the problem with the Chinese (I mean the real Chinese, from China, not Chinese like me) that they almost want you to talk to them in Mandarin. My accent is different from them, and I can't really mimic their accents and usually end up sounding like a Taiwanese, which they actually don't really like. And when I introduce that I'm from Malaysia, the only thing that they're interested in is how did I even know Mandarin. And they'll just leave it there.
Haven't been able to talk to a lot of Caucasians though. Rarely ever met another Malaysian too.
So am pretty much a lone wolf at this point, minding my own business, studying on my own, doing my own notes and whatnot. Not much different from when I was studying in Malaysia but I'll just let time do its job.
Really feel like exploring around a little but with the winter... well, maybe some other time. In the meantime, I'm trying to adjust to be up-to-speed with my studies here. It's so much different, more difficult, and a lot of contents, and a lot of self-reading. I actually really like it though. Education in my home country is just spoon-feeding everyone, with a golden spoon.
Oh, with regards to my voice in that video, I sound more high-pitched and sharper than I should, cause of the mic. Was only using the mic on my headphones (best I've got) so yeah.
About dreams, some people claim that to have lucid or vivid dreams means that you're sleeping soundly, others say otherwise, and they each have their own claims. I'm not sure how it works. I've not had a lucid dream for years though. It's either an entire blur, or simply fragments.
OH! OH! That book by Susan Cain! I've read it! I really liked that book. Probably the first person (or thing, or book) to have told me that it's okay to remain the way I am. Cause before reading the book, it's like the whole world around me is telling me that I'm in the wrong for being reserved and not liking to go out and mix with a lot of people, a lot. I'm proud to be an introvert now, cause of that book, and I don't really care if people ever criticize me anymore (unless if they have some good base). If they're just spouting lines and lines of extroverted laws that I have to follow, I'd just tell em to keep their outgoing noses to themselves.
@brandon_gI've actually fell in an alley cause of the black ice. I really didn't see it till I pay a closer attention to it. It's not entirely invisible cause some light will get reflected and it'll look shinier than normal bitumen path. I was lucky that it wasn't on the roads.
Kinda like the winter cause I barely sweat, but that's not really a good thing either. Am liking my new classes so far. The pace is great, compared to when I was in Malaysia.
Regarding the server issue, did anyone suspect that it may be that some servers got perhaps DDoS? I had actually heard that there were people attempting to DDoS FM, but that was a long time ago.
Anyways guys, so glad to be back. My laptop's fine, my phone's alright, and am keeping up with my studies... All is good in the world, for now.